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previously [livejournal.com profile] rawkenr0ll.
friends only.
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sonny/joel, ~3600wds, nc-17
“so Joels has a thing for sonny's ~curves so to speak. Sonny's a bit "lol wtf?" at the fact that someone would give so much attention to something he doesn't find sexy at all but after a while he just goes with it because Joel's enjoying himself so much and truthfully, the extra attention is a nice little confidence boost for sonny. I want this mostly to be a tummy fetish thing but bonus points if you factor in some ass and leg porn. that ass is an epic ass."
author's notes: thanks to [livejournal.com profile] iamsupernova for the short-notice beta! also, there's no explicit d/s in the prompt, but i'm me so of course it got pretty explicitly d/s-y. there is more here than just tummies but mmmm tummies.

If you're mine I don't have to stop. )
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// a poem i should've written back when i still cared

"look at these ten great things that happened to me today" i said
despite the hundred awful uncaring things you did to me in the last fifteen minutes

i told you i was immune to unhappiness
but you can't let me be right about anything can you
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// don't worry jennifer connely logical fallacies always tripped me up too

i will fight through this maze of
monsters, second-guessing myself and
held up by a million advice-filled
helping hands groping all the way down

i am in the castle now, there are goblins here
everything is topsy turvy i can't know
myself i am lost and afraid (enough
line breaks for your judgmental ass?) but

you have no power over me.
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//something unfinished here

let's drive until we hit the east coast
pack our bags in the car and go
vanish into the maritime fog
and memories of forever ago

let's drive until we hit the cold shores
of mist and sea and stone
let's abandon all we love
let's find a new place to call home

somewhere there's a house that's waiting for me
somewhere there's an unmade bed
wild roses and mint claw at the stoop
somewhere with sunsets gold and red

so let's drive till we hit the east coast
till we hit the east coast let's drive
the ghosts there know that our hearts aren't dead
the ghosts tell us that we're alive
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when every inch of skin is already black and blue
i'll bruise my own heart to be next to you
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//i've never seen you like that but i'm getting closer i know it

to be happy, i don't need you to fuck me;
i need you to stand naked before me, unashamed

i will spend my seconds and my minutes and my hours and my days
and my weeks and months to be with you because i can give up everything
that people tell me should be important because what's important is
your smile

what's important is you with your chest bare and your eyes closed and your smile honest
what's important is that i love you
and you understand why

and other poems )
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i work at a summer camp with dial-up and no privacy, so i won't be back until aug 19.

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walk a thousand miles to fall down at your door
pete/gabe, ~15k, nc-17
“orgasm denial. Preferably with play around it, like, ‘come now and not for another week, or wait and get more sex later.’” - [livejournal.com profile] gala_apples
summary: “only one of us gets to come tonight. you choose who.” pete asks every night and gabe thinks he knows better than to put his pleasure before his master’s, but after two weeks of that same question every day, gabe is pretty sure he’s going to explode. total power exchange, orgasm control, crossdressing, rimming, body worship, dominant masochism, punishments, leashes, sex toys, domestic service- if you can think of it, it’s here.
author’s notes: thank you to everyone who read parts of this fic before i posted it, aka everyone i know who's kinky or ships pete/gabe: notably [livejournal.com profile] cereselle, which is quickly becoming a pattern. also this is the longest fic i’ve ever written by quite a lot and i’m so proud of it and kjfhcvei please leave a comment if you read i’m dying here okay.
square for kink bingo: worship

part one )
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i found the cure to growing older (and you're the only place that feels like home)
pete/gabe, ~5500 words, pg-13
alcohol abuse and relentless unapologetic ross-bashing
summary: pete gives gabe the gift of eternal youth. as usual, though, there's a catch.
author's notes: there may or may not be a sequel. beta/cheerleader credit to [livejournal.com profile] khereselle and inspiration credit to [livejournal.com profile] marxistbitch for prompting me with "immortality" on a whim a couple months ago.

extras: [livejournal.com profile] khereselle made me a fanmix to go alone with the story and it's so perfect and sweet and amazing and adorable and sad and lovely and you should go take a listen as you read. or after when you actually know what the plot is, i guess. it's perfect and it has alice cooper in it and no-one ever made me a fanmix before so ;_; yay it's lovely and i appreciate her.


Gabe turns thirty and kind of feels like shit about it. )
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[livejournal.com profile] cereselle's super sweet and tragic and lovely and tasteful fanmix for <i found the cure to growing older!!!

tracklist under the cut: gabe misses pete )

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joel and sonny gen
drabble, pg 13
write this a month or so ago but never put it on lj

so why are you so fucking obsessed with ufos, anyway? )
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hungers for what i love
joel/sonny, r, ~2300 wds
summary: bdsm! boys in girls' clothes! public humiliation! these aren't warning as much as advertisements, really, and you and i both know it.
a/n: written for [livejournal.com profile] morae's birthday because she is constantly inspirational and very very talented~

He tugs his hair into his face, hoping they’ll mistake him for a boxy, ugly girl. )
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does this ball gag make me look fat?
brendon/ryan, r, 1000 wds

on [livejournal.com profile] anon_lovefest, someone prompted: "That's it. I'm buying everyone a sex toy for Christmas."

and [livejournal.com profile] sydneysconverse reponded with a fic that included: Brendon bounced a bright red and black ball gag from hand to hand as Ryan stared lustfully at him, a riding crop in his own hand.

and then i accidentally wrote a little thing.

I don't know, I don't think I'll ever really have an opportunity to use it, but is it weird if I just think it's- I dunno, kinda cute? )
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and now i'm ready to feel your hand
brendon/spencer, r, ~1000 wds
warning: slave!fic, dubcon with implications of consent

so i've had this idea in my head for literally like two years or something and i've finally started writing- there will be more in this verse eventually because i have a lot planned out. but for now, here goes.

Looking at this guy, though, Spencer doesn't know how he's gonna keep it in his pants long enough to get home from the store, let alone give him weeks and weeks to settle in and get comfortable. It'll be hard not to... rush things along. )
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pete/gabe, nc-17, ~2.5k
for the prompt:
There was an adorable set of tweets between Pete and Gabe, Pete said he wanted to hang out soon, he missed him, and Gabe said he misses him too, he carries around 1000 yen from the time they went to Japan together. Can I get some sex-in-Japan fic, please?

Tokyo. He's gotta fly literally across the globe to have mindless rebound sex in private. )
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this fandom is seriously lacking in kink.
let's get this party started.
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sonny/joel, pg-13

prompt: “cute”, by the way, means “fascinatingly ugly”.

Joel’s really good at sassy, and he thinks he does decently well with funny and fast, but when it comes to emotion and comforting he’s not so great and he knows it. Cutting an asshole down to size is his forte; convincing Sonny that he’s attractive without letting Sonny know what a giant crush he has on him kind if isn’t.

'God, I hate photos.' )
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